26.4.10




when i lose i will find out
for the last time



she's aware of her implant
that she wears a wingspan
it is out of her hands


her wing beat is humming loud
send her seeds, a painful sound
...loud.
send her



so come closer, im still waiting
can you explain us and leave us standing.



you will float. slowly. over us.
you will stand. heavily. with us.



and now it feels like my body's about to react
when someone else standing tells it to react
we are still absolutely quiet.



dive, we fall and sail flat to the noise
rivers in time, stick to the line.



things are slightly different from what you see to what you get
what kind of power makes me stay away from that?
what



dispose, get around.
i suppose i fall.



she appears composed, so she is, i suppose
who can really tell?
she shows no emotion at all
stares into space like a dead china doll



first the mic then a half cigarette
singing cathy's clown



i split the scene the globe been spun
and her ghost leaned down to kiss me
with a message from the sun
don't go down





i'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl
who's still around the morning after



she'll decide what she wants
i'll probably be the last to know
no one says until it shows and you see how it is
they want you or they don't
say yes



you drank yourself into slo-mo
made an angel in the snow
anything to pass the time




they draw the curtain
wait for a call
pretty lucky if they get any kind of response at all



but i knew that he'd never forget her
while her memory worked in reverse
to keep her safe from herself



walked me up a story, asking how you are
told me not to worry you were just a shooting star



i hear you cry
your tears are cheap
wet hot red swollen cheeks
fall asleep


i want to hurt him, i want to give him pain
i'm a roman candle, my head is full in flames.



you ran me all around and dragged me down
at the end of the day don't keep me around
jJust make it over
I've been thinking of the things that I missed
situations that I passed up for this
one-way love I took for ours
i'm through trying now, it's a big relief
i'll be staying down
iwasn't good at being a thief
more like a clown
make it over



follow me down to the rose parade.




i may not seem quite right
but I'm not fucked, not quite bled white.


first time i saw you i knew it wouldnt last
im not half of what i wish i was


looking for somebody's arms to
wave away past harms